you'll die trying to live this down

i pacemaker you, dick cheney
February 15, 2003 / 3:36 pm

at the moment i am:

- excited because tim mcgraw is coming back to the bryce jordan center and i think i might actually get to go. the last concert i went to was over a year ago.

- hopeful, yet doubtful and disbelieving because i have not seen the person that supposedly is going to ask me to the prom in about 2 years, though he goes to my school

- angry at myself because no matter how hard i try not to or how much i try to deny it to myself, i still hold myself in a high regard compared to how i think of some people

- guilty because the estimated damage on the car i hit is $800.

- disgusted because i KNOW fat free ice cream makes me feel horribly bloated, yet i eat it anyway

- hot. not like, sexy hot. just incredibly warm.

- content because i got all of my nhs hours completed yesterday.

- sad because community service hours are how i spent my valentine's day.

- happy because my snowflake sweater from delia's finally came in the mail today...i ordered it like, 2 months ago.

- depressed because i lost my norah jones cd.

- relieved because hell week is over, even though it wasnt that hard. bungees ARE a lot more difficult than i had remembered, however.

well it's a lovely day under the warm sun

sit back and soak up the rays, there's nothing better to do

well it wont be too long until i get burned

so much for something something, it wont protect me from you

that's right, we're near the afterlife

we're inching closer to extinction every time that we turn

well alright, we've been acting like

there's nothing wrong as long as we've got all the time in the world

another day another week and one more year goes by

would you just please make up your mind?

dont wait to procrastinate

let's take a holiday cause we've got all the time in the world

i want to hate you half as much || as i hate myself