you'll die trying to live this down

penis piercing... "no, no, it's on the side"
March 24, 2003 / 8:40 pm

okay, so we're not going to new york. but we're still discussing going to dc or pittsburgh, and im going to this war rally thing for extra credit in history saturday, so at least ill be doing something during tim's concert. :/ i really want to go though.

drake, this kid from the y swim team who went to districts, made it to states! that's good for him and all, but for me it means i get two more days of getting paid for nothing.
speaking of payments and such, i really need to be more careful with my money. after 5th period today i went to cash my check, and when i got to the bank it was NOWHERE TO BE FOUND. i sped (speeded?) the whole way back to the middle school, and luckily it was still in the room i was in. on the floor. im an idiot.

this week is the middle school cheerleading tryouts week...i really want to go watch friday because i helped out a girl i coached during summer swim team. im pretty sure id be allowed to go in and hold a smile sign or something; there are always people doing that. i might see if i can help out with a practice wednesday.. i wouldve today but i had an orthodontist appointment. ooh and then i went to target and got THE cutest brown sandals ever, they have little gold stud thingies on the sides and a little gold heart. i also got a card for this guy over in iraq or near there, he lives around here and we're all supposed to bring in a letter or card or nonperishable food items and whatnot to be sent to him. i have NO idea what to write, though, other than 'you're in our thoughts' and 'thank you for your service and dedication'. hmm.

thursday we have peer jury. it's no longer just me and the seniors! they moved emma with us too, so yay. i always say something stupid there, but they have free pizza. it kind of evens out.

today in psychology we were talking about phobias and obsessions, and logan mentioned this woman who was obsessed with david letterman and eventually killed herself. ...about half of the heads in the room turned towards me. :-o im offended! im not a nut.

i want to hate you half as much || as i hate myself