you'll die trying to live this down

so baby give me that... and let me give you that...
April 09, 2003 / 11:24 pm

i spent a good portion of today being upset over the stupidest things.

monday...ill begin there. when we first got to seven springs, we were staying up at these condos, but ours wasnt ready yet (it was still being cleaned). so we stayed in the guys’ room, which was really gorgeous and spacious and everything. it had a loft. when we finally got to our room, though, they were awful. we got two tiny bedrooms and one cramped bathroom…for some reason the people assigning rooms decided to give us half of a condo and these other girls in our school the other half. and they got the nicer, bigger half even though there were only three of them instead of four and they're underclassmen. they wouldn’t switch with us, but they said we could go over and use the appliances because we had none, and the dvd player because they didn’t even bring any and we did. so because they SAID we could use it, it was understood that we could. but i guess yes actually means no or something, because i was over there watching a dvd while everyone else was studying for their events the next day, and they came in and were like, ‘what are you doing here? How did you get in??’ and i said i walked in from the door connecting our room, which was obviously the only way i could’ve gotten in there. but they said the door was locked, and i guess what happened was this: before we got there, the frame on the door was loose, and earlier in the day when lynn, one of my roomates, opened it, some of the frame kind of came off with it- and i don’t know if that’s why the door was unlocked or if they just didn’t lock it the whole way. but it really doesn’t matter, they were just carrying on so much that my other roomate steph shut the door, and the whole frame fell out. so now she(‘she’ is this girl Alyssa…satanist would be to sweet of a description. it‘s not just her bitchiness that bothers me, it‘s everything about her. she makes jokes that arent funny, laughs at things that arent funny, is really lurpy and hunched over, has a slight lisp, and has the annoying kind of intelligence that...makes a person hate a person) was SCREAMING at us about how she was going to report us to our advisor and they weren’t going to have to pay for what we’ve done (the atrocity!). So then my advisor comes down and acts like she’s mad at them to us but pretty much takes their side, and basically blames me for the whole thing because i was in their room and ‘invading their privacy’. she made me feel soguilty for stuff i didn’t even do. and now the four of us have to pay $9 to get the damn door fixed, even though it was already half broken and i didn’t do anything to it. im so pissed. and we couldn’t find any parties last night even though 923573 people said they were going to have one (even though we did meet these sezzy hot boys from philly and played cards with them, arent we cool), AND when we got back today my car wouldn’t start. i didn’t leave my front lights on or anything; somehow, the light on the ceiling was turned on. i didn’t think i turned it on, but my dad said he might’ve accidentally hit it while piling stuff into the car. anyway, he used the jumper cables and it’s fine now. one really truly wonderful side effect of not having a car was that i didn’t have to score the track meet today. there’s one tomorrow, though- and im going to tan and work. i briefly considered staying up as long as possible/needed to get all of my history work done, but i need sleep considering we didn’t get to bed until 4:15 last night.

i want to hate you half as much || as i hate myself