and if i hurt you, then im sorry
April 20, 2003 / 8:21 pm

please dont think that this was easy.

i got white oleander friday; so far, im about halfway into it. i felt compelled to read it after seeing the movie. they left a lot out in the movie though. it’s strange; i have a lot more contempt for ingrid in the book version. anyway, it’s good.

kaufmann’s has been a constant source of stress for me. they keep saying it’ll be in; it hasn’t been in, though, and im worried that they’re lying. i can picture the woman on the other end of the line, filing her nails and pretending to check on the status of my dress, when in reality, she refills her coffee cup. if it’s not in by tomorrow, my dad’s going to go in and give them a piece of his mind (read:lawsuit). yep. i would do it, but he works in downtown altoona, and i have another dreadful dentist appointment. ive been making an attempt to brush more thoroughly, though im still convinced bad teeth are in the genes.

i talk to perry a lot now; we get along so well online that im supposed to hang out with them sometime next weekend. of course, im worried about screwing it all up in person. at least it wont be just me and him and awkward silences.

i put two more applications in- lakemont and the summit. i have to let kristy know about summer swim team SOON, and i hope to God i don’t have to tell her yes, i will do it because i cant find anything else. maybe ill call them tomorrow. i have to apply at the hotels, too, even though i don’t know where all of them are. i half-applied at target, and then the computer system went out on me. reminder: call becky’s.

ooh! im going to see the pianist with mo mo this friday.

and because i cant think of anything else to write about, it looks like it’s american history time, kids.

i want to hate you half as much || as i hate myself

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