you'll die trying to live this down

and like this man, they sure hold a lot of my good cooking
June 09, 2003 / 1:47 pm

I hate the fucking database servers.

Guess who I talked to online to earlier!! He who has no name! I was just elated. I am NOT imagining these signals. Ive been going back and forth on it, but Ive made up my mind about it now. We got into a conversation about relationships, and the lack thereof, and it came out that he and…well, she who dated he who has no name- are over. She’s the one he used to talk about- to me- this winter. Wow, I should really just use first names. But anyway, he brought it up. I am so glad I stayed at home tonight. ….but then, ive been thinking about it for awhile, and I don’t know if I liked the way he just imed me and went right into the relationship talk. Almost as if he doesn’t care about me, he just doesn’t want to be lonely anymore so he looks to me for the quick fix.

Yesterday was my favorite day ever because of the even stevens marathon, and it was like…12 hours of Donnie! I never really know how much I appreciated him until now, but he’s so sexellent.

Oh my god, I actually worked at lakemont today! I know what you’re thinking: are you freaking kidding me? They didn’t just decide to close for the whole season? But yep, I did. And I work every day next week except tomorrow…I was scheduled, but I have school and all. I was called off yesterday though…I also took the sats yesterday. They actually weren’t quite as bad as I had thought they were going to be, but I probably got a bad score anyway. I had to go into upj- a bunch of us had plans to meet at McDonalds and go into Altoona together to take it, but Friday night I actually looked at my ticket for the first time and there it was, the word Johnstown. Blah. So dad had to drive me there because I wasn’t sure how to get there and we didn’t want to take any chances. I have to take the acts next Saturday, but im absolutely sure they’re at Altoona.

As it turns out, we didn’t make it to hot jon’s band’s release party L I called emma but she wasn’t done packing yet. And I was going to buy their thongs in every color…ah, I guess it’s just not meant to be.

i want to hate you half as much || as i hate myself