uh, hey. im back. my bad on not updating on the past two, three months of my life. ive had some kind of mental block, and i havent been reading anyone’s either, so i have quite a lot of updating to do. i really regret neglecting this, though; at the very least it could have been a way of remembering everything that happened. honestly, even though im tagging this summer as the best one of my life, and i did a lot of fun stuff, nothing with much substance really happened, so even though you- the reader- missed a lot, in reality, you missed nothing. i would say i gained a lot of self confidence though.
what sucks: trying to play professional shrink to a friend who is on the verge of breaking down. im NOT qualified for something like this. what can i say, other than 'things will get better'? she's been seeing someone professional but she says it's just making it worse. gah. her situation definately is something to be depressed about though; a lot of bad things are happening at once.
what else sucks: i went back to school yesterday. let's see, i have physics, analytical reading (which is going to be fun, we get a party every friday), college spanish II (stab), and gym. we're no longer in j ho's homeroom! he left us for lunch duty.
what doesnt suck at all: woo, party at suzy's after the game tomorrow.
on another note, i HATE making signs for the football players' lockers and am extremely glad this is the last year ill ever have to do it. no matter how pretty my signs are, they're always outdone by the artistic people of the squad, so i feel shitty about that. about i spent like $35.00 THIRTY FIVE DOLLARS, that is. mother freaker, that's a lot of money.
speaking of money, im only working at lakemont for the next two weekends, and then my seasonal employment ends... the y is supposed to start up in september, but we were supposed to have a meeting about that sometime during august and i havent heard anything about it, so i dont know what's going on. i was supposedly going to get a job delivering flowers (how much would that rock?) because the girl who did it before just left for college, but i havent been called yet.
yeah, the college thing is just a big mess. there are just too many things to take into consideration, like transferring of credits (i refuse to go to a school that wont accept them, dammit. that defeats the purpose of paying to take college classes) and the like. i visited pitt a few saturdays ago and liked a lot of stuff about it so i applied. i know im applying to penn state also, and maybe nyu, university of maryland, and possibly shippensburg. i need to decide whether i want to swim in college or not, but if i did i wouldnt be able to go to a division I school...division II, maybe. but that would rule out, like, all of my top choices. i would probably end up being miserable, but who knows. it would be kind of cool to be a college athlete. i also considered cheering but i have no idea what the programs in my choice schools are like. i need to find out, but for some reason, that kind of info isnt very readily available.
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