you'll die trying to live this down

you're unbelievable OHHHH
November 26, 2003 / 4:45 pm

fare-thee-well, beloved car. i will miss you. [hums taps]

i had an accident, with the car of course, last wednesday. it was my fault but i really dont feel like explaining. i had thought they were just taking a really long time to decide who would fix it, which pissed me off because i dont really have another one and i cant drive my dad's (it's a stick) so i was going crazy getting rides from people, but up until today at least i thought id still have a car after the whole ordeal was over. but my dad called the people and they WONT FIX IT. even though the damage isn't that bad, i guess they think its too expensive. so, i have to get a new car. i love my car, it was my first. and i dont want to see it go, but i am a little excited at the prospect of getting another one. they better give me enough money to cover the value of the mazda, though. bastards. another thing im worried about is what's going to happen with the cd player. if the car i get doesnt have one, i think i can just have it taken out of my old one and put in, although that would take awhile. but if it does, i better get my old player back so i can sell it or something. i just bought it and had it put in this summer. we're going on friday to get it, hopefully.

anyway. we had practice this morning at some ungodly hour. the water is still 70 degrees, but the heater should be fixed before we go back next tuesday. it was going to be distance but munro said after seeing our 50 times (:-x) we needed some sprint work. so we did 25s most of the day! and 12 50s on 1:10, which wasnt fun but hell, they werent on 1:00 at least.

im way excited about friday, dave's hosting another party. ashley let me know when i joined her, aaron, jon, and nick at a place that wasn't kings. (eat'n'park actually) i made my dad shauffeur me in there and home, which he said he wouldn't be doing again anytime soon. but i hadnt seen them in a week and a half, so. back to the dave thing, i dont think he's had one since september or early october. so woo. im just going to my grandma's tomorrow for thanksgiving. i remember when i was littler i used to get really excited about the parades and stuff on tv. i dont even know why, they're really boring. id rather gnaw my left arm off than wake myself up for that. or watch it, or glimpse at it, or think about it anymore.

i want to hate you half as much || as i hate myself