you'll die trying to live this down

im gonna take off
November 27, 2003 / 9:05 pm

i think im in love. with a car! after spending the day eating at the grandma's i like and a rather excrutiating 30 minutes or so with the side of the fam that i dont (made easier by one of my only female cousins, who, despite being in 6th grade, is actually becoming alright to talk to), we went local car shopping. well, looking really, seeing as it's thanksgiving and nobody is open. i did see some nice ones that i could actually get... 2000 dodge neon, '97 sunfire...and some ones that i couldnt- mustang, '03 neon, '01 sunfire, newish cavalier. but then i looked in the paper and saw a '99 black z24 cavy and OHMYGOD it's orgasmic. everything about it is near perfect, i mean i havent seen it yet, but it's right here in roaring spring so we could go tomorrow. it's description is great though- automatic, cd player, power windows, cruise control, 55,000 miles- less than the mazda has, and POWER LOCKS. the one thing ive wanted to get put in for the past year. besides a power sliding sun roof, oh wait, it has that also. [dies and goes to own personal heaven, and this car is definately there] the only thing is that it's a little bit, just a tad bit, pricey. 7500. but maybe we can talk it down a little or something, who knows. i just hope im not disappointed when i actually see it. la di da. i just really hope i have it or a car by tomorrow night. i dont think my dad would be willing to take me, and he cant know im going there anyway. he wouldnt let me. i always just say im going to tara's or someone's house. (this is wrong, im aware.) anyway, back to mi amor. i have a picture if you want to see it. its so hot sexy sexy

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