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November 28, 2003 / 6:46 pm

scratch that last entry. my new car is a 2000 white eclipse. we werent even going to get it today but these other annoying people asked us if we were going to get it, so i kind of pushed dad into it. i really like it, despite the fact that it doesnt have keyless entry and a sunroof, and it's going to take some getting used to driving-wise. im not quite comfortable with it yet, but it rides really nicely. the insurance rates are going to be really high, and i cant help but feel guilty thinking about it. i definately need to get a job to help pay for it, even though he didnt ask me to. the money is coming out of our general fund which will help pay for my college. i think ill be fine financially in the end, but..still. it's something to worry about. money, or the lack thereof, causes problems. anyway, i just dont want to drive around with an incredibly hot car (for me, i know it's not that wonderful), feeling awful. we dont even know how much the insurance company is going to give us for the mazda, but i hope it's enough.

since i dont have the actual car yet, i actually talked dad into driving me into daves, which he thinks is aaron's house. it's going to be really late because ashley doesnt get off work until 10, but he was the one who didnt let me borrow my grandfather's car, so.

megan emailed me back today and said that she probably wouldn't be able to get together during break except for sunday, maybe. but she used the term 'squeeze it in'. how lovely. ill email her back telling her to call me or something, but i wont hold my breath. she's a great freind otherwise, i just really wish she had time for me.

i want to hate you half as much || as i hate myself

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