conversation got me here
another night alone in the city
so make my bed the grave and shovel dirt onto my sheets...
i wrote an entry a few days ago, but aol froze in the middle of it so i got depressed and refused to write for awhile.
i worked yesterday- three hours of nothing but filing. i feel the need to mention it everytime i work because it happens to infrequently. i was planning on going in today but she told me not to. [shrug] i think i go in friday though.
on monday we started out with a 1000. :-/ and yesterday we had to go 10 50s of FIFTY seconds because we got in trouble, but we only ended up doing like 7. today wasnt so bad- 75s and 125s.
there's a party tonight that i might go to, but i feel weird about going to it because i wasnt invited by the party thrower, and neither was lindsee, who invited me- she was invited by a person who actually is expected. but she said it's going to be one of those parties where random people just show up and come and go. and i dont have anything else to do for the time being, so...ill probably go. the guy having it is practically my neighbor, but i hardly know him.
:-o i went to the Y dance last night!! rad. they started having them again...there were like 20 people there tops, but it was kind of fun anyway. we were thinking about how long it's been since we've been to any- two years for me. that's a relatively long time! it was very nostalgic-like.
happy new years, baby
you owe me the best gift I will ever ask for
don't call me up, when the snow comes down
its the only thing I want this year
one awkward silence
and two hopes you cry yourself to sleep
staying up, waiting by the phone
but all I want this year is for you to dedicate your last breath to me
before you bury yourself alive - fob
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