you'll die trying to live this down

dont waste your youth...like i did
January 11, 2004 / 11:28 pm

i have to constantly keep myself from being stupid and thinking about a boy who is entirely too young for me, even for my low standards when it comes to age, and probably just not right for me in general. it takes a lot to admit it even to my journal, because, yeah, it's embarassing and sad.

but even when i do an alarming number of things in a day, my mind wonders....

this is bad.

i want to hate you half as much || as i hate myself