you'll die trying to live this down

a venting.
March 09, 2004 / 11:52 pm

yeah, this is one of those private entries not for the lj. i was reading a lj of a girl who goes to my school and she wrote:

A bunch of girls at school are all excited for the OMG PUNCHLINE and OMG LOOKING FOR JUNE OMG SHOW at the OMG Elk Lodge in Altoona. Apparently a bunch of them are going out to eat with them too. Knobs will be slobbed, no doubt. I'm going to the show for kicks, but will not be slobbing anyone's crusty knob... as of yet.

ok, i dont think she could be talking about me, because i never said anything remotely that *perky*- i never even said anything to her about going to the show. but who else would she be talking about? i know suzy talks to her so maybe she said something...i dont know. besides me, suz, and emma, i didnt even know anyone else liked lfj in our school. no one from there usually goes to their shows, that i know of. i know people like punchline (although it's only guys that i know of), but i dont know who would be going out to eat with all of them. yeah, i might, but the only reason i would is because the guys from lfj are friends (well, disregarding the whole member change) and I LIKE TO EAT WITH MY FRIENDS, ITS FUN. we go out to eat all the time, show or not, the only difference this time being that punchline might be eating with them. hell, i dont even know if they are. I DONT. EVEN. CARE. im sure as heck not going to be "slobbing" anyone's anything (that's gross; just saying that is gross), so if she's talking about me and suzy, she's got the wrooooong idea. way wrong, and i dont even know WHY she would think i would do that. i dont think i ever gave her the impression that i was a slut or anything- we dont really talk anymore anyway, although we used to last year. and if she's not, well, then, disregard this, but i just cant imagine who it would be.

i want to hate you half as much || as i hate myself