i wouldnt admit it to anyone, but i do miss him. i know what it was, too. i probably shouldnt have cuddled with him, or whatever. the day after that i didnt know why i did it or what i thought of it, and i didnt know what HE thought of it either. i never asked. i think he chalked it up to just drunkeness, but that wasnt all of it. but even then, i knew that i kind of inadvertantly created some bond, at least in my mind.
my brain made this connection, and now im stuck, because he hasnt talked to me in almost a week. it might be because i told him we were coming up to get a tour and then had to cancel which wasnt really my fault, but i dont think it is, and it shouldnt be because he's screwed me over like that before too.
libby said that he does this to everyone, and i know because he did it to me before for like 7 MONTHS. i dont like it about him. it's not a particularly endearing quality. i could just im him, but i dont like to think that i would get snubbed. i like to think he's just being lazy or busy and doesnt actually not want to talk with me.
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